For some reason, tonight was the night to look up the past and forget about the present and future. Why? I honestly don't know. However, looking through the past, I have seen that they move on. They have moved on. So why is it that I can't do the same? Making oneself feel wretched is not a way to a healthy life. I have experienced that first hand.
People will leave you. People will hurt you. People will betray you. These are the thoughts that currently run through my head. I have had so many experiences and yet, this is what surfaces. I want to believe in the better of people...so why can't I believe in myself? Why do I feel like I am the only one that's not moving forward? Maybe because...I'm not. I'm stuck in a rut and I don't know how to get out of it. How long will this plague me?
Sighs. My late night thoughts have taken a hold of me tonight. It's time for me to turn in. Let's hope that tomorrow is truly another day.
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