Sitting in my course and of course, I should definitely be paying attention. Instead, my thoughts wander about me. It's been easier to be positive after such a motivational speaker,
Thoughts though, will be thoughts. I'm still very prone to ponder and wonder about the things that have affected my life. I need to focus on the future and move forward from here on out. Although it's fairly hard to ignore desires. It's like they grow stronger every night.
Perhaps it's that time or I'm just thinking too much but these nights seem extra cold. Have a hand to hold would be nice and warm.
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Sunday, March 10, 2013
Hand to Hold
Dreary days like these are sometimes pretty lonely. You get reminded of how you had something at one point in your life and then you just lose it. Although you know you made the right choice, sometimes you still wish you had a little something more, something there. That's by far the hardest to find, I feel.
In that past, you had a hand to hold, a loved one to embrace and someone to share your thoughts with. It's such a distant memory now. Probably not something that should be pondered on but still a part of who you are today. It's shaped all your thoughts and way of life and has so much more for you that you just don't know. Not now, anyway.
Being true to myself, I miss that hand to hold.
In that past, you had a hand to hold, a loved one to embrace and someone to share your thoughts with. It's such a distant memory now. Probably not something that should be pondered on but still a part of who you are today. It's shaped all your thoughts and way of life and has so much more for you that you just don't know. Not now, anyway.
Being true to myself, I miss that hand to hold.
Thursday, March 7, 2013
In Your Arms
How long does it take for one person to build trust? Build a relationship? Build a bond?
Why is it always so easily broken? Why should it be such a measly thing that can be smashed away in seconds?
It's a time for contemplation. As no normal person would be awake at this time. But then again, it's normal day time in another part of the world huh? Such questions. Such answers. What are we really looking for?
The answer to me, folks, would then be love I would assume. People seek to be loved, to feel like they belong and to feel treasured in their relationships with others. Unfortunately, right now there's a lack o that love and I feel like it needs to be restored. Once upon a time, feeling loved meant to just be held by a person who sincerely had feelings for you.
Has the time come where feelings are now untrue? Why do people insist on creating these relationships that do not last and even though they think it's a mistake to go ahead and pursue it? If seems like a form of self sabotage is popular in the modern day.
Instead of this, I wish there was more love in this society. Love sincerely, love deeply and love with all your heart. Don't choose to abandon the ones that love you not should you abuse their trust. Perhaps this is a conservative view for this point in time but this is MY sincerest thoughts.
In your arms, I felt the safest. And til this day, it holds truest.
Why is it always so easily broken? Why should it be such a measly thing that can be smashed away in seconds?
It's a time for contemplation. As no normal person would be awake at this time. But then again, it's normal day time in another part of the world huh? Such questions. Such answers. What are we really looking for?
The answer to me, folks, would then be love I would assume. People seek to be loved, to feel like they belong and to feel treasured in their relationships with others. Unfortunately, right now there's a lack o that love and I feel like it needs to be restored. Once upon a time, feeling loved meant to just be held by a person who sincerely had feelings for you.
Has the time come where feelings are now untrue? Why do people insist on creating these relationships that do not last and even though they think it's a mistake to go ahead and pursue it? If seems like a form of self sabotage is popular in the modern day.
Instead of this, I wish there was more love in this society. Love sincerely, love deeply and love with all your heart. Don't choose to abandon the ones that love you not should you abuse their trust. Perhaps this is a conservative view for this point in time but this is MY sincerest thoughts.
In your arms, I felt the safest. And til this day, it holds truest.
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
It's Been A While
Man, it really has been a while since I've posted. So many things have happened since then. Although I feel like I've grown, I feel like I'm still in the same place.
There needs to be some type of change. I'm craving for something new. I'm yearning to make a difference in my life and others' lives. The absence of love seems to be a rather challenging thing but alas, something that should not be pursued. It will come back eventually. Patience is most definitely the key.
It's been a while. The feeling of belonging to a group is foreign. Is it so difficult to belong to a place? Who knows. I'm currently fighting that internal battle. Happiness is something that I strive for and although not always successful, I will still try my absolute best.
New experiences, here I come!
There needs to be some type of change. I'm craving for something new. I'm yearning to make a difference in my life and others' lives. The absence of love seems to be a rather challenging thing but alas, something that should not be pursued. It will come back eventually. Patience is most definitely the key.
It's been a while. The feeling of belonging to a group is foreign. Is it so difficult to belong to a place? Who knows. I'm currently fighting that internal battle. Happiness is something that I strive for and although not always successful, I will still try my absolute best.
New experiences, here I come!
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